What Is Feels Like To Be A Ghost

The Ghost

Finally I become what people expected of me.

A shadow, a whisper, a ghost.

Everywhere and nowhere.

Prison

My own mind has become my prison. Locked up and in for life. It's here I sit and think about you every waken second and from where I can't reach you, touch you or say I love you

-Nicholas

No Tremble

The ground is not shaking under my feet, the world is not turning anymore

In Hell

We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell

-Oscar Wilde

Cry For Help

"Cry for help"

Acting

To know and to act are the same

-Samurai Maxim

Lies

The greater the lie, the greater the chance that it will be believed

-Adolf Hitler

It Is Not Love Anymore

It's hard for me to love myself right now

I waited, hated, blamed it all on you

It's hard for me to love your face right now

I'm waiting, hating, needing, being me

-Sonata Arctica

Gates Of Hell

If you keep knocking on the Devils door, sooner or later somebody is gonna let you in

Too Late

If you wanted me to try you shouldnt have let me die

-Aure

Sinners

One of the greatest sins is the unlived life

-John O´Donohue

Battlefield

Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who do not want to fight in this world of eternal struggle do not deserve to live.

-Adolf Hitler

Alone

We live as we dream - alone

-Robert Conrad

Caleb

There is a man in this world who has never smiled

You may know his tragedy, the later years by heart

In the beginning there was a mother, father and a child

A troubled little silent boy whose life they were to destroy

-Sonata Artica

Open Door

If the enemy leaves a door open, you must rush in.

-Sun Tzu

The Rose

Once I had the rarest rose that

ever deigned to bloom.

Cruel winter chilled the balm,

And stole my flower too soon

O loneliness, O hopelessness

To search the ends of time,

For there is in all the world

No greater love than mine

-Annie Lennox

Justice

A small injustice can be drowned by a cup of wine, a great injustice can drowned only by the sword

-Unknown

Patience

Beware the fury of a patient man

-Dryden, Absolom & Achtiophel

Knowledge

If you want to learn new things, you should try reading old books

-Unknown

Randall Flagg

"He looks like anybody you see on the street. But when he grins, birds fall dead off telephone lines. When he looks at you a certain way, your prostate goes bad and your urine burns. The grass yellows up and dies where he spits. He's always outside. He came out of time. He doesn't know himself. He has the name of a thousand demons. Jesus knocked him into a herd of pigs once. His name is Legion. He's afraid of us. We're inside. He knows magic. He can call the wolves and live in the crows. He's the king of nowhere. But he's afraid of us. He's afraid of . . . inside."

A Lion

To achieve the mood of a warrior is not a simple matter. It is a revolution. To regard the lion and the water rats and our fellow men as equals is a magnificent act of a warrior's spirit. It takes power to do that.

-Carlos Castaneda

Battle

To fight and conquer in one hundred battles is not the highest skill. To subdue the enemy with no fight at all, that's the highest skill.

-Sun Tsu

The Truth

"Now... When it comes to you, and us, I have a few unanswered questions. So, before this tale of bloody revenge reaches its climax, I'm going to ask you some questions, and I want you to tell me the truth. However, therein lies a dilemma. Because, when it comes to the subject of me, I believe you are truly and utterly incapable of telling the truth, especially to me, and least of all, to yourself. And, when it comes to the subject of me, I am truly and utterly incapable of believing anything you say."

-Bill

A Reason

He who has a why to live for can bear almost any how.

- Friedrich Nietzsche

A Choice

The basic difference between an ordinary man and a warrior is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge while an ordinary man takes everything either as a blessing or a curse

-Carlos Casteneda

Accept The Pain

Should I accept the punishment

When I’ve done nothing

Should I accept the flattering words

When I never deserved it

Should I accept the clouded sky

When I know – there’s the sun behind it

Should I allow my blood to circulate – when I want it to stop

-Panzer AG

Time

For everything there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;

A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

A time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

A time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate,

A time for war, and a time for peace.

-Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

The Assault

He rides in the game like heavy cavalry getting into position for the assault. trots about, keenly watchful, biding his time, a master of tactics and strategy.

-Patrick Thompson

The End Of This Chapter

[Chapter One]

I gave you my time

I gave you my whole life

I gave you my love, every dime

They told me it was... a crime

Do you remember?

Or did it all go in vain...

[Chapter Two]

I looked in the light, I sat in your coalmine

The promise they made, I should keep?

Make sure that we would never meet

I can't remember

The promise I made so deep

Tell me that past times won't die...

Tell me that old lies are alive

[Chapter Three]

Across darkened skies, I travelled without a light

I sank in the well of my mind

Too deep, never to be found

I can't remember...

How could you be so vain...

Tell me that past times won't die...

Tell me that old lies are alive

Love that expired too long time ago

Kills me, it thrills me...

[Chapter Four]

You have new love and

It looks good on you

I have never wished you dead, yet.

You can now have all the things I could never give to you

Look out the window " cest ?moi"...

[Chapter Five]

I'm sorry, I am here

I'm not sure if it should bring you fear

I whisper in your ear

Why is he here?

[Chapter six]

While you are sleeping, I steal your ear ring

Light you one candle, this anger I handle

They said I won't find you, but now I'm beside you

I'm not all that stable

You should know by know that you are mine...

Tell me that past times won't die...

Tell me that old lies are alive

I tell you that past times won't die...

I tell you that old lies are alive

Love due to expire too long time ago

Kills me, it will kill you...too

-Sonata Artica

The Observer

I'll fill those canyons in your soul

Like a river lead you home

And I'll walk a step behind

In the shadows so you shine

Just ask it will be done

And I will prove my love

Until you're sure that I'm "the one"

-Gary Allen

Kostnaden

Som en Gud nedstigen hit från himmelen
Kom han till en plågad jord
Och varje fråga fick sitt klara svar
Absolut Logik
Sanningen låg uppenbar
Men offer krävs för nåt så stort
Och offrat har jag gjort..
-Molokov

Nightmares & Torture pt 1

You are the watcher; the mind is the watched. It is a beautiful mechanism, one of the most beautiful mechanisms that nature has given to you. So you can use it when needed for factual memory -- for phone numbers, for addresses, for names, for faces....It is a good tool, but that's all it is. It need not sit upon you continuously twenty-four hours a day. Even while you are sleeping, it is sitting on your chest torturing you, giving you nightmares. All kinds of relevant and irrelevant thoughts go on and on.

-Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh

The Watcher

“When sadness comes, just sit by the side and look at it and say, “I am the watcher, I am not sadness,” and see the difference. Immediately you have cut the very root of sadness. It is no more nourished. It will die of starvation. We feed these emotions by being identified with them.”

-Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh

The Traitor

Be not a traitor in your thoughts. Be sincere; act according to your thoughts; and you shall surely succeed. Pray with a sincere and simple heart, and your prayers will be heard.

-Ramakrishna

Final Rest Or Starting The Campaign?

For he who lost, everything is over.

Cause he dont have to worrie anymore.



For the one who wins, it will get worse.

He must proof to the world he is worthy the victory.

-J.Moubis

Becoming

We know what we are, but not what we may be

-William Shakespeare

A Story That Could Be True

If you were exchanged in the cradle and

your real mother died

without ever telling the story

then no one knows your name,

and somewhere in the world

your father is lost and needs you

but you are far away.

He can never find

how true you are, how ready

when the great wind comes

and the robberies of the rain

you stand in some corner shivering.

The people who go by-

you wonder at their calm.

They miss the whisper that runs

any day in your mind,

“Who are you really wanderer?”

-and the answer you have to give

no matter how dark and cold

the world around you is:

“Maybe I am a king.”

-William Stafford

The Storm

Like two doomed ships that pass in storm we had crossed each other's way: but we made no sign, we said no word, we had no word to say.”
-Oscar Wilde

Opening Act

When the Jews return to Zion


And a comet rips the sky


And the Holy Roman Empire rises


Then You and I must die.





From the eternal sea he rises


Creating armies on either shore


Turning man against his brother


'Til man exists no more.


-Father Brennan

Broken

In a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing.

-Antonio Porchia

Aprils Fool

It is extreme evil to depart from the company of the living before you die
-Seneca

Justice

It is always good men who do the most harm in the world

-Henry Brooks Adams

Cruelty

Hypocrisy, the lie, is the true sister of evil, intolerance, and cruelty

-Raisa Gorbachev

Hey!

Let us all say it..we LOVE TO KILL

What are we?? Besides this???

-FightPolare

Twist Away

Wonder why you try to run

Ought to quit admit I've won

No one is gonna hear your cry

Gonna hear you scream

Better get used to knowing it's just in your dreams - that you can

Twist, twist, twist away from meTwist, twist, twist - away

-Rob Halford

Status Quo

It takes two flints to make a fire.

-Louisa May Alcott

Revenge

All the old knives That have rusted in my back, I drive in yours.
-Phaedrus

Punishment

Disgrace does not consist in the punishment, but in the crime.

-Vittorio Alfieri

Hypocrisy

Nobody is more dangerous than he who imagines himself pure in heart, for his purity, by definition, is unassailable.

-James Baldwin